So close yet so far....

yea, here goes my second post. College life has started for a month, well..incase some of my high school friends dont know..i'm currently studying in taylors taking cambridge a levels programme, feel free to find me there!!! although my timetable is really pack(average is fr 8-4 everyday), i'm enjoying my lessons...so far so good. =) oh, i drop all my science subjects and take up business..econs, acc, mths and law!! i will miss biology though but since i didnt plan to further into sciences so might as well leave them now...anyway, i have great lecturers in pb3, great friends..well..100% gentlemen which are all so polite that i think i'm rude in a way...overall girls are ruling the class at the moment, i'm still waiting those guys to show their true colours since i suppose everyone will present their best side in the beginning of semester? i will update more about my class soon..

now back to my topic of the day..so close yet so far, i have been using this phrase since the starting of year2008..it's sounds so simple but u just wouldnt understand it unless u experience it yourself. okay, here's a few incidents that i have encountered,

the first one..on the way to taylors in the morning EVERYDAY =.="usually, mei mei and i will be chatting happily in the car since we are all the while accelerating along the highway and easily pass by sunway pyramid in 10minutes time, then suddenly we will feel the slowness around us...then the car comes to a halt for like forever in front of a roundabout where taylors business school's building is just in front of you ( almost)...the traffic is so conjested that we can do nothing but wait wait wait in order to move an inch forward...a pathetic scene that perfectly matches my title of this post.

next, during the 5 minutes time for us to switch our classroom ( classes are conducted in diff classroom every period)can u imagine 700 students are coming out at the same time and they can only squeeze in ONE narrow corridor? everyone is pushing each other, i dont have to move at all cause i will be waved down by them...once i actually stopped a few metres away from my classroom and stared hopelessly at the ppl blocking me...sigh, i hate this =.=

and well, today...a guy that i really love just passed by me without a word nor a glance...we were so close but i just glued myself on the chair and watched him went away...sigh...indescribable feelings cause my heart was empty at that moment...i'm forcing myself to let go..it's the only solution...only way to stop my tears from flooding my room every night...sigh..cant u just talk to me?

motto of the year >> keep moving forward.....

Introduction

finally, i have created a blog...for the past few years, i have been wondering why ppl want to own a blog since i thought it would be a waste of time to write a long piece about ourselves and let the whole world know about it...

well, but i wanted a blog long ago..just to share some interesting pieces with all my friends and not forget to post some recipe of cakes and desserts >.<> owning a bakery was once my dream though...

somebody says that a blog is like a diary, but it's not for me as diary is the most private and confidential 'property' in my life..hehe..have been keeping diary for 6 years and will continue to pour my soul out into it. =)



















* my diaries - the red one is the latest and it has no lock at all!!! i cant believe that i will use it..but nowadays diary..i mean the typical ones with lock and plain layout is rare in the market (in kl at least)..and it's sooooo expensive!!!! so i rather choose to use the current one since it's free of charge =P


* the keys to all my secrets for the past 6 years


















p/s: can somebody tell me how to link frens, creat a chat box etc etc??? i'm totally lost..
anyway,
welcome to my blog!!!!!!