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sometimes, when everything doesnt seem right, when something it's about to go wrong...when u are confused...when u are totally stucked and just feel that the world is ending....you try very hard to scream but nobody can hear you...when yr brain is getting so empty that u cant think at all.....when u are all alone....just..........

take a deep breath....close yr eyes....

and smile...

open up yr eyes....

everything will be fine...dont worry....

* best wishes*

Marching competition 2008 - My baby juniors!!!

Today went back to chs to support all my babies juniors in their marching competition! I'm soooo PROUD of u all n i really hope that RC spirit will stay with u guys forever n ever!!! =) The formation was absolutely fabulous n special..although u guys got 1st runner up, inside my heart all of u are the champions of the day!!!!!!!! Gambateh!!! Jia you jia you!!!

My babies in their barisan! =)

BBSM rocks!! One for all, all for one!!! Love all of u!!!!!

The Ex-seniors...lolz...

p/s: just changed a new blog template and i totolly love this one! =) i always like staring at the stars like the lil girl in the template does, hoping that all the wishes upon the stars will come true! Btw, my english name a.k.a Aster means stars in Greek words..and it's a name of a flower in english, n it carries so many meanings that i wont regret choosing it..hehe..

In memory of RC Headquarter - 20.4.2008

I have never been there before, our Red Crescent Headquaters in Klang, but the moment I read the paper abt the burnt down of this building, my heart sored. Why must the evil spirit of fire destroy a place where so many RC members spend time together...I'm so sad...=(

Tuan Shreenath had just posted a message to all RC members, I extracted a part of it and write it down here...I'm sure that he's sad too...but RC spirit will stay on and burn brightly within our hearts!

"More than anyone else in this world,more than any other team in this world, we have spent countless valuable hours in HQ. We have done every possible human activity (cry,laugh, scold, fight, console, praise,euphoria, spirited, multiple meetings and many first times) in this HQ. Our blood, sweat and tears in within the four burnt walls of this HQ. It has been sent up !!!

God bless our HQ and everyone associated with it! Stay strong! We represent the strength and solidarity of HQ."

" You can burn the building, but you can never burn the society, you cannot burn youth power, you cannot burn what we stand for! "

TO : CHOCOLATE AND CAKES LOVERS!!!

Oh my gosh, after searching for nearly 2 weeks, i finally came across this website where u can find ALL TYPES OF CHOCOLATE CAKES RECIPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M SO EXCITED NOW AND I CANT WAIT TO SHARE IT TO OTHER PPL WHO LOVE BAKING TOO!!!!! THE INSTRUCTIONS ARE CRYSTAL CLEAR AND U JUST WONT REGRET TRYING THE RECIPE!!!!!

there u go :

http://www.inspired-by-chocolate-and-cakes.com

cant wait to try them out...=)

seriously..sometimes i doubt that ppl will actually visit this blog..but well..haha..just cant hide my excitement...i wanna bake cakes!

have a sweet day ppl!

Reality vs Lalaland

Lalaland is my dreamland, a place where i dream of my fairytale stories, a peaceful land where war and evil dont exist, no sadness, ppl dont suffer fr starvation, no violence, no greedy ppl..everyone just live happily forever...

How nice if lalaland does exist, no wonder my friends always agree that i think too much..i dream ALOT..haha..cause now i'm starting to realise, to accept and to admit that sometimes reality is cruel...and u can easily left behind if u aint REALISTIC. There is only one truth (pinjam yr quote, zi yang), no point making assumptions n we just have to face the fact in front of us in our daily lives.

During these 2 weeks of break, although it didnt turn out smoothly according to my plan (revision, study study study, hw etc etc), i have gained something so valuable that it will definitely change my perspective towards life.

So many things happened lately.....hard to list everything out...

just that now i'm shaping myself to be an independent and responsible girl...cause it's a stepping stone towards..anything that u want...to survive..at least...=) Since i dont have a kakak now, i have to wake up really early to do all the housework with my mother. And i realise that if i still enjoying and taking things for granted, i will be dead if there's no kakak in my house for even a day..lolz...

Do u know how much clothes that u need to wash everyday? My family is not big, just 6 ppl but i didnt know that the amount of clothes that are thrown into the washing machine everyday is like there's a kampung of Yap's family living in my house....

After hanging the clothes then i have to sweep the floor outside the garden and garage, believe it anot i spend an hour just to sweep the floor, really need to train myself to sweep faster...then my mum will mop the floor...basically now i'm spending the whole day doing housework, it's so tiring except i really enjoy preparing dishes for lunch and dinner!!!! haha...like cooking very much, especially now i really get to learn the SKILLs which is to estimate the amount of salt, sugar, pepper, soy sauce that u need to put in order to serve my family with sth edible. But too bad i dont have the time to bake cakes, actually i plan to learn white chocolate cake d..bought all the ingrediants adi but i just dun have the TIME...btw, anyone has the recipe for white chocolate cake? I found one but the measurement for the ingrediants is in ounces and cup..i'm searching for gram cause it will be much more easier..HELP HELP!!

Besides...my grandma fell down and hurt her legs, need to take care of her..pray that she will recover soon... family always comes first, promise myself to be a good girl and wont disappoint my parents...need to help them in their business every weekends...n trust me..i really feel that i'm so small...knowledge that i'm having now is so shallow...so tiny..there's so much room for improvements, so many things that i dont know...but it's really time to explore the reality that i'm living in now...

how much i wished that my life is like a fairytale, with a perfect boyfriend that will sayang me, protect me....and spend time with him doing all the romantic stuff that all couples do...cry out loud to release all my stress to him..rather than shedding tears alone in my bedroom....HAIZ~~~ but the problem is still there...cant expect a problem to be solved because of boyfren telling me 'it will be alright ~~~'...or does it really work? maybe, most of the time love is blind.

I just want to wake up and master my mind, life aint a bed of roses...it's challenging and i'm going to face it with all my frens! =) But the most important thing before all these hardcore stuff, WE MUST ALL STAY HAPPY!! BE OPTIMISTIC, WHEN THERE'S A WILL, THERE'S A WAY!!!

-best wishes-

My name ~ the one and only one

What Yap Chai Yee means

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people. Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems. Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

you might not be the best, but u can always try your best!

1.Got up early to help out in my dad and his partners' new shop.

2.Stood at the registration counter, asking guests for their signatures and name cards.

3.Smiled brightly at them.

4.A few bossy ppl came, continued smiling brightly at them.

5.Alot of bossy ppl came, forced to smile happily at them.

6.Smiled until my cheek muscles cramped, but no choice..guests were coming in, SMILED!

lesson learnt : always keep a smiling face, ppl will soon notice u..and when ppl 'lan si' at u..just smile back and let them be shameful..afterall, customers come first! =P I was surprised when one guy came and asked me why i'm so 好笑容 in cantonese...hehe...of course la..want u to buy our products mah...~~~

Anyway, it's great when u are exposed to brand new experiences...learn alot...i'm really nothing compared to those successful ppl that i met yesterday......still lots more to gain!! gambateh!

* with all the directors and staff, group picture!

* my love ones =)

Nie Nie ~~~~

Hope u wont give me that face later yeah!!!!!!!! ~~~~~~~ Miss you alot argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha...i really hope that i can skype with u..lolz..and held a online conference d..but hehe...going out later...anyway, happy easter holidays!!!! have fun in london and be careful ya!!!!

*Heartzz*

-yee-