free

The disadvantages of being too free are the tendency to think of unnecessary things....which is a bad thing...hmmm..no no no...>.<"

back

i'm back...but it's so noisy now...sigh...
noisy noisy noisy noisy...
I dont know whether I can make a difference..
sigh..


ciaoz

T.T

I lost my Digi number.....by saying this, I am very sad now.
However, there is nothing much that I can do now...so most probably i will get a new number and let some close friends know about it~

thursday night

Ever since I came here, I never had my thursday night off because I will be working in a pharmacy from 6-9pm. Tonight, as usual I worked just like any other days. However, my heart felt so much lighter and relaxed. It was my second last thursday before I am going back. =)
I will be working this Saturday and Sunday as well, then my brother and his girl friend will come here to visit Sydney for 6 days. Basically my schedual is jam packed until I go home. Let's wish for the best!
My experiences working as a pharmacy student were amazing, but I feel like telling you guys LIVE as I will add some actions( add salt +vinegar) ...ahaha...u know what I mean. >.<
Exhaustion is by far the most appropriate description for me after working on thursday night, especially after a long day in Uni, but well I just have to get used to it and so far I'm coping with it well!
Anyway, I'm so tired right now!
Nights~
Missing u guys~ =)

metta
yee

surprise

I am so surprised that there are actually people out there that still visit my blog! Haha! It's like a miracle after months of abandoned and isolation! =P
Anyway, I really have to salute and respect those full time bloggers that are able to blog frequently for years!!!!! >.<" I doubt that I can be one of them because at times I will run out of what to write and will just decide to quit. Anyway...I suppose I have to write more about what I do in daily lives and stuff like that rather than my childish and weird imaginations stuff? =P We will see how~
One more week to go and I shall be back home~ =)

a letter to Santa

Believe it or not, I have been waiting for Santa Claus to reply my letter for 11 years. I wrote a letter when I was 9 years old to Santa and my tuition teacher told me that she will send it to Santa Claus, Santa will reply me with the present that I wish to have if I behave well. I really still believe that Santa Claus does exist in this world!!!! >.<"
Lesson learnt : Please dont fool a small girl because she will cling on to it eventhough the rest of the world tell her Santa Claus is not real.

Dreaming

During the day, I stared at something and was drifted away by my unreachable dreams.
At night, I dreamt aboout my dreams.
In the morning, I woke up and realised it was only a dream that wouldnt come true.

Dreams can be so beautiful, so incredible, it's a fairy tale. My fairy tale.
I allow my imagination to soar up the diamond sky, forming clusters of shinning stars, those are my dreams. I always look at them and tell myself that I will reach those stars one day.

=) How I wished my dreams will come true one day. Growing up is a tough process because it pulls me away from my glowing stars, but close to reality, the mother Earth. A place where there's no fairies and Santa clause (T.T).Time to let go some childhood dreams and move on with my adult life?

Be my stars, be my dreams.

Enjoy the musics that I have picked~

metta

Babe I'm back

=) I know this is ridiculous to update after such a long time, anyway, I'm back again! Haha...

今年的清明节

诗云 ：清明时节雨纷纷， 路上行人欲断魂。

以往，清明节都会下起毛毛细雨， 让人倍感思念往生的亲人。。回乡拜祭是我们家每年都会做的事情， 除了拜拜， 清明也是亲戚难得聚在一起的日子。。陪婆婆吃顿饭什么的。。

今年，清明节也一样下雨了，路上行人不断， 我撑着雨伞本想加紧脚步， 却停了一下。。朝向的不是人潮拥挤的坟山， 而是面对着离我家乡好远好远的大学门口。。抬头仰望着那天空， 心想：公公和外公能看见身在远方的我吗？

嗯， 我相信他们一直都在保佑着我 =）

远在异乡的你们， 还记得清明节吗？ 偶尔为逝去的亲人稍去一份思念和祝福吧，愿他们永远安息~

突然。。好想家哦~

A sudden thought

Yesterday I went to Easter show which was one of the most happening events in Sydney.
I was really excited and happy to watch crowd of people playing at the fun fare, spent tons of coins playing games that were extraordinary hard to win, but still heaps of winner brought back super big soft toys and prezzie~~
At first it was only sightseeing, but there came an urge to try a game to get the bear for myself, so i gave it a go and eventuallly went back empty handed. However, that was not the worst part since all the soft toys were only normal ones.
Then, something caught my eyes.A WHOLE ROWS OF MICKEY AND MINNIE MOUSE were hanging on one of the game counters and they are HUGE!!!! I wanted it sooo badly that i can go crazy, just that it's too expensive to play for the game and it's not guarantee that u will win ( throwing those rings into bottles )...so I didnt try it thinking that it would be quite pathetic as well getting it for myself as most of the people there were couples playing together~
It's not about going into a shop and get the bear, it's about WINNING it and the proudness inside you that matters most. Of course, it will be perfect if someone win it for me.......=)
Yea, so there goes my ramdom thought yesterday when I was eyeing those mickeys and minnies~
happy easter everyone~
cheers~~~~~~~~~~~~

first month in sydney

Well, it seems that my frequency of updating my blog has changed from daily ( hardly ever), to weekly (seldom) and now monthly! Haha, of course I will try not to make it into yearly. =P

First of all, I'm fine and well and good here! No worries~ Perhaps a better way to view my status is through facebook? But I guess blogging is different cause I get to describe things in a more detailed manner. On the other hand I dont feel like writing stuff which is more private as I will prefer chat in msn..I know i know..i sound so annoying right now~ =.=" right, let's start then.

My first month in sydney was BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY~~~~~~~~~

I shall categorise my business into a few components :

a) University life on studies~ Lectures are jam packed everyday with unfinished work and never ending assignments (more to come), lecture notes are pilling up until I think i have lost some of them already. Often I will reach home feeling tired with sore back, stiff muscle and a dead face.. Fortunately, there are a bunch of friends who are on the same boat so I dont feel that bad at the end of the day! =)

b) University life on clubs and societies ~ I join the Malaysian club which also known as SUAMS as well as the buddhist society (uniboddhi). I participated in an event similar to amazing race during the second week organized by SUAMS where my team mate and I were required to go around sydney to accomplish several tasks. Proud to annouce that we were the last team to arrive because we didnt 'race' for the competition, basically we just WALKED throughout the race and took heaps of pictures, anyway it was a great experience though. Then, on the third week I went to Wollongong which is a small suburb with my buddhist members. It took us around 2 hours on the train to reach there but we hardly can feel that the journey was long since all of us were pretty talkative there. =) We went to visit a buddhist temple, Nan tien temple which is the largest temple in southern hemisphere!! It was just awesome to be there, with gorgeous weather, nice people and most importantly it made me feel home! =))))) Well, basically I didnt get to involve in much of the activities because I cant stay at uni until too late and my timetable doesnt allow me to attend for most of the meetings. =( However, I really hope that I can join more activities next time..

c) Besides Uni ~ I'm working part time now in sydney, just 2 days per week but it's sufficient to explain why my life is so busy that I cant be active in my clubs. =/ Well, think of the brighter side, it's a golden opportunity to train me to be a better person, to look at the world at a different prospective and to really get into the life here. I know starting it's hard, especially for a noob like me that is exceptionally slow in adapting new things, but I will try my best to improve myself!!!

d) Besides Uni part 2 : Apart of meeting khar mun and soon yee during orietation day, I met up with yen shian aka my lovely neighbour who is staying nearby my uni! =) My heart will feel so warm and home when I meet my friends~ Had a great day with her taking pics in my uni!

e) Family : My aunt and her family is really sweet and caring, feel completely blissed having them here. That's why I must be very obedient to avoid causing them any trouble. =P

f) Food : Too much to tell on this..but i'm definitely like the fresh food here because it's so FRESH....the vege OMG..fresh until as though it's just harvested on the spot~ really..too much to tell...perhaps tell u guys when i'm back...But one thing..I still miss the food in malaysia very much..especially spicy food..haha..all the curry!!!!!! Nasi lemak!!!

Well..have to continue with my work, will update next time!!

Take care my friends~
May u all be happy and well always~


Love,
yee

first week in sydney

Hey people, I arrived in sydney for almost a week already~~~~~
Sorry for not updating...but I guess my laziness of blogging really hit me all the way from malaysia to aussie~
Just a simple description of my first week - so far so good...
I went to the orientation last wednesday to get my enrolment and student ID done, joined a few clubs and got to know some new friends~
The slang here is really different, I guess I will need at least 1 semester to get used to it.
Khar mun and soon yee was so nice meeting me up in my uni on friday and we had lunch together with chor yeng and ter-yi! They made me feel home cause I can finally speak the normal chinese and eng with them~ haha
I'm desperately need a camera man to manage my camera because I didnt even take ANY picture of my uni until now!!!!!!!!! But uni of sydney is really awesome with pretty buildings and soft green grass~
I'm so lazy to continue writing now seriously~ have been writing alot lately...=P
Anyway, I shall hereby thank all my friends who wish me good luck!!!! Thanks for everything that you have done and I really appreciate every moment with you guys!!!!! It's really beyond words that how much you all mean to me!!!!!! =)
It's a bliss knowing all of you, i feel so xin fu when i think of my friends!!! hahaha...
Alright...tomorrow is my first day of uni and i have to wake up early to catch the train!!!
so good night everyone ~

lots of love
chai yee

the season of goodwill

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day!!!!! =)



May the year of tiger will bring us luck, prosperity and most importantly good health so that we have the strength and energy to succeed in everything!!!!! haha!!! Let's work hard together!!!!

Yesterday was the day where everyone in the family went back to our beloved hometown and had reunion dinner together. Before I begin here, honestly I'm still very reluctant to update my blog frequently, or rather not used to it since I really really prefer to talk more than to pen it down. So, I have decided to write something short and simple to summarize all the events.

13 of Feb - Went back to my hometown which is Bahau, Negeri Sembilan. Had a delicious meal with relatives in a restaurant, in fact this was the first time we had our reunion dinner in a restaurant since we wouldnt want to trouble my aunt to cook for so many of us.

- After dinner, had a good chat with my cute cousins and realised that there was a beautiful scenary just behind my ah ma's house.

- At night, war begun with tons of firecrackers that comes with different 'styles', some flew high up, some spinned around the ground, some just simply bombed and gave me a great shock. Conclusion, it was NOISY NOISY NOISY!!!!! The war worsen when it striked 12 o'clock where the neighbourhood welcomed the god of prosperity by making the loudest noise ever.

- Midnight, war of noise continued. While watching CNY show, I helped my dad to sms his friends and colleagues but failed a few times because there were around 100 sms to be sent. In times of frustration, greetings through sms from all my friends did cheer me up and thanks to my wu liao friend that I managed to tahan and finished my 100 sms. =) Not to forget a small dog that squeezed through the grill of my ah ma's house in the middle of the night and ran into me. Most probably he was afraid of the firecrackers and wanted to find an accompany, he kept on licking me and wagging his tail excitedly. It's either he likes me or I smell good. =P

14 Feb - The big day!! Woke up early in the morning and found out that most of my family members were still asleep, so I walked around the neighbourhood myself and enjoyed the fresh air. Planned to help my aunt to prepare breakfast but she had done it ALL by 6am....had a great chat with her..=) Relatives started to fill up ah ma's house and by noon it was so crowded! I love to see so many kids running around, they are just so cute!!!!!

- Once again feel thankful and blissful that I am given such a good family. Really glad to meet all of them before I head to australia NEXT WEEK. I almost cry when my ah ma asked me to take good care of myself and stay strong no matter what happens. Luckily I held my tears because my younger cousins were at there..haha


- As for valentine's day, I am happy this year!! haha!!! Partly it's because I'm still single and yet loneliness didnt find me at all!!!!! Haha..guess i had a great time celebrating CNY! Anyway, I'm 20 this year so I should really get serious about relationship...my relatives even asked me when will I be married...ahahaha...so where's my prince? I'm right here waiting for you~~~

Pictures will be uploaded to facebook soon. I will just upload to my facebook since in my opinion it's a waste of time to upload twice here and there.

That's all about today. It's already in a simplified version yet I still think it's very long, just try to imagine if I put in the full version...

Lastly, best wishes to all of my dear friends and family members!!! Let's spread the joy together and may this world will be better and everyone lived in harmony!!!!!!

oh, and PLEASE SAVE THE TIGERS!!!!!

leaving Malaysia~

I am leaving Malaysia on the 22 of February,
heading to Sydney taking Bachelor of Pharmacy.
Time is passing by,
so quickly that I'm afraid there's not enough time to say goodbye.
Trips, gatherings, farewell parties and etc,
the more I see you all,
the heavier my heart becomes.
During daytime,
we have fun together..
when the night arrives,
my heart sank of loneliness,
tears rolling down gently at first,
and start to pour everytime,
every moment,
when I'm missing all of you.

Homesickness is normal,
For me,
Pre-homesickness works well too.
It's not merely my home,
it's everything here..the land that I was born to,
friends that share the same mother tongue,
friends that I can lean on,
friends that knows me so well
I dont have to hide my flaws.
My family,
the best out of the best,
I cant ask for more...

Missing all of you
makes me really sick,
it's beyond words,
I choose not to continue,
as my eyes will be flooded
sooner or later.

beginning of everything

Hey, i'm back.
It's already 2010.
This year will be a better year, everything will be brand new.
=) let's hope that I will keep this blog alive!!
haha..a proper update is coming soon~